Oct 12, 2009

September 2009 - First Rain






















"The essence of optimism is that it takes no account of the present,
but it is a source of inspiration, of vitality
and hope where others have resigned;
it enables a man to hold his head high,
to claim the future for himself and not to abandon it to his enemy"

Dietrich Bonhoeffer
(1906-1945)

I have found the quote in the book: Ten Thoughts About Time: A Philosophical Enquiry by Bodil Jonsson

Special Thanks to the physician who told me about the physician

Sep 15, 2009

August 2009 - Grater
















a woman
was born in Vienna
raised in Jerusalem
Worked as a teacher 
A Physics Teacher
An Only child to her parents

She bought an apartment
not far from her parents house
Filled the apartment with books, 
and hundreds of slides taken during trips around the world
and fabulous years of teaching Physics in far places

Her mother got ill
the woman left her apartment and books
moved to live with her mother
not far from her place

she locked her apartment
with the books inside
dusting
the piano
the spices on the kitchen shelf
the clothes in the clozet
the bed clothes in their case

she covered the sofas 
to keep them clean

fifteen years
the door was locked
after her mother died she 
stayed close to her mom's belongings

her own
behind the closed door

The years pass in Rehavia
the women is getting old
she brings a student, to come to clean her house 
a few hours every week

Mazal is cleaning, Ruth is siting in the kitchen, they talk
politics, Jerusalem, Mazal's big family, her mother, her father
in the middle of the dialog
she stops
telling her to clean in other ways
Do not drag furniture!

She sits
getting old
and realize
her locked belongings can come back to life in a Retirement Home

The locked door, is being opened

Long hot nights in August & September 2006
the student and he woman taking off layer by layer
revealing a world that once was abounded
the dust was moved away
and the doubt as well:
what will donate, what will be thrown and what will be kept
 get new life in the Parent's Home
long hours
a lesson for life
the true time tunnel in Jerusalem

Houres of happines
with one woman from Jerusalem
who was born in Vienna

In her kitchen cupboard
we have found
a grater
with lemon rind on it
it is mine now
a present from Ruth
my magnificent grater

The woman lover visits
young faces in a Retirement Home's dining room
make the host and spectators
happy

The woman lived there two years
she died 
suddenly
in "Bikur Holim"
at night between saturday to Sunday
in the middle of August
her privet chest's door was locked 
leaving behind remains of Strudel
last thing she tasted

She called me 
"My good luck" 
and knew
Our time tunnel is locked from now
and not Ruth niter Mazal will be able to go back in time

I will always have the hours with Ruth Harel

Ruth Harel 9 September 1930- 23 August 2009





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At the first day of the new year
I wish 
the sick will become healthy and strong,
the healthy will be happy

and the dead will rest in peace


Shana Tova


Aug 9, 2009

July 2009 - Will my Tongue Cling to the Roof of My Mouth?



















We have vowed to consider her as our highest joy,
but she brings only sadness

On the top of one of Jerusalem's hotels, they are preparing a canopy
The sun is setting,
beautiful women, high stilettos, bought in Europe or perhaps
the U.S.A.
maybe even Mamilla
Dresses made of satin, silk or viscose
scent of cuisine and perfumes
appetizers
The ceremony begins and the canopy opens, with a kosher Rabbi
and a kosher Bride
After they will ascend to the Western Wall, they will depart the land
go back to their imaginary protected Jewish Bourgeoisie
with the Western Wall in the background, the wedding photos will prepare the hearts of generations to come


Atop the hotel roof, they cannot see nor hear
The city Jerusalem
Her people are as shadows of ghosts
and maybe even some of them are still getting onto the buses to reach their destination
alas they are all gone
and those who were left behind became ghosts
We have vowed to consider Jerusalem as our highest joy,
With no Jerusalem
There is no joy
Big city
Divided
Sad
Jerusalem is in our hands
The hands are getting tired

Jul 4, 2009

June 2009 - Quotes

















'The world is indeed full of peril, and in it there are many dark places; but still there is much that is fair, and though in all lands love is now mingled with grief, it grows perhaps the greater....."

                   Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring J.R.R. Tolkien (http://www.haldiroflorien.com/haldirquotes.php)



"No one has came back from his grave with news....."

"Truth has passed away, Lie went to offer his consolation....."

                                                                    My Mother (Alujie Shoofan)